ahh.. suddenly think of many things..

think of it , i'm turning 17 years old next year. although there many months more to my birthday , time really pass very fast. i havent get ready for school reopen yet. half more months left. after school reopen , i have to study hard for the damn spm. i din even know what i had study in form4. next year have plenty things to study. can i catch up? those ppl out there always thought i'm very clever and could score better result. i.. i duno how to describe the damn feel here.. but i feel there's a burden on my shoulder. they are like.. assuring me will get a good results.. i dun feel like studying when i reach form4. but they always say.. study is good for u , go study. geez!

then.. family problem.. sigh!