i feel like crying , but the tears are stuck inside my eyes. unwilling to flow out.

i'm tired to dead , my eyes are going to shut but my brain is still very fresh. couldnt sleep.

i try to talk much as usual , but my mouth is so lazy to open to speak a word.

i want to walk forward , but i cant. it seems like too heavy to carry my legs up.

i want to throw all the thought in my mind and free the space but i couldnt.

the more i want , the harder to do it.

if i do nothing , my mind is going burst.

what is happening to me!!