so bu shuang lah now.......!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

not everyone got the brain to study so well de mah! every people de brain not same. so do mine. i have no mood and xing qu to study what i am studying now. but bo bian.. i have to study also. after spm , i definitely wont study any course tat related to science.

here come my mum nag me.... say i everyday play comp , din study... when i study time , she also go sleep liao de lah. how she know i got study!!! i only can study during late night. then i tell her , i got study.. she say , got study de hua also a bit.. then play computer. macam study = no study. still say what... if really got study , then paper 1 also can get full marks. i admit i din study so much for the paper 1 subjects.. but...... really no mood to study after having few days of holidays... no mood go study = 0. nothing will enter the brain.

give me some damn time to fix myself lah.... i know what am i doing.... i still have brain to think! i know what is black and white.. i hate being control.. and.. u dun even understand me at all. there's just like a thick wall between us. u cant go through the wall to know me..