i hardly to have a nice conversation with my parents. they act like they care me so much and know me a lot. but actually they dont. they duno wat i want , wat i think. i tried to talk to them about my thinking , my feeling and wat i had set for my future study nicely but always end up with arguement. especially about my studies. i hate to talk with my mum about it. everytime talk about this , we will argue with each other. so i choose to talk with my brothers more.

trial is coming very soon. a week after sch reopen. i'm just prepared 1/4 for it. i'm trying hard to add oil but my mum put fire on me. when i'm in a damn good mood to study , she will turn it upside down. i know what the heck i'm doing. i know what exam i'm going to face. dun try to control me. i hate to be controlled by ppl. ur advise are welcomed and appreciated. try to support for my thinking. maybe u do try giving me , but i din feel it. i know i'm not an obedient girl for u , always make u to be mad and angry but i'm trying to be a good girl. i duno how am i going to share my problem with u.

ROAR!

will be going thru the holiday wif ton of books!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!