est paper 1 start today.
i have no confidence to what i write , what i answer. 
i lost the confidence that i always had.
but it disappeared into the air without my notice. 
sometimes , i really feel tired. i wanna off the engine and rest but cant. there's no much time left and i need to reach the destination quickly before everything end. 
not going to school for this week coz there's no exam related to me. 
stay at home study will be better i think. 
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