I'm back.

Finally the peak season has over but still, there's always a sudden heart attack happen. It has been a year working in this company. Time really passed very fast here. The growing pace at here is getting faster and faster. I need to grow up faster, learning more at the same time, training my limits, controlling my emotions, handling the stress hormones and many more.

Sometimes, I'm frighten when my phone rings. Each time when it rings, I'm afraid that the clients call and tell me that there's something wrong somewhere. I think that's where my stress level gone up. I have been spending most of my times for my work and it is unhealthy.

I told myself that I need to balance back my lifestyle. I need to find back my hobbies, my interest. What I want to do next. My mission other than earning. My ambition that I have forgotten. Recently, I have lost my confident, my motivation, my steadiness. I don't know where am I standing, what am I seeing. Everything has been covered up.

Where's my light that show me the road, the direction that I'm heading to?

Where am I right now?